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First I went to drop off a boy at a Special Education Room.  He had to hand in things of his to the teacher for his use later.  Paul and I stand in line with him.  I hold one of his things (Juicy Fruit gum?) I think he has a canister as well.

Paul and I then go to the church/monastery which is below ground.  It has wooden pews and is dark/mysterious feeling.  No one else is there.  We practice flying around.  We are only about 2 feet off of the ground, so more like hovering.  I try flapping my arms and that helps.  It feels great and I am enjoying myself.

We then go outside.  Jill (cousin who died over a year ago) and her male friend were there as well as another woman.  It is an open space like a field next to the monastery.  Paul brags that we can fly and goes away, gets in a Cessna airplane and flies overhead (back and forth).  I am unsure of myself outside about my ability to fly.

Jill puts salt in my hand to prevent me from asking her for money to get an airplane. I notice Jill’s pop which was on the ground got spilled.Paul comes back.

Feelings:  happy, peaceful and then unsure

Daynotes: putting backsplash on the kitchen wall-very nervous about messing up!

I had read in Patricia Garfield’s book, Creative Dreaming, that often you have flying dreams before a lucid dream.  This dream got me excited about that.  Being out in the open, I became unsure about my flying ability, though my male has no trouble with that though he “cheats” and uses a Cessna.  I like that Jill puts salt in my hand.  I like that symbolism.  Jill, in the dream, is in her 40’s and looks great.  Salt-vitality of life?  Protection?  I wonder if Jill is telling me to not “fly high”, be more grounded?  Practicing flying in the lower level of a monastery says to me that I am working on my spirituality, my inner life as opposed to being out in the world.  That is what lucidity is to me.

I am taking Kevin to get new glasses/contacts.  We live in a small town.  He starts off being around 3-4 years old, then is 7-8 years old and then is 10-12 years old.

The first scene is when Kevin is 3-4 years old.  I look and notice he is still wearing those white “baby” shoes and think I need to buy him some tennis shoes.  I look again at his feet and see him wearing some really nice high top tennis shoes. (now I think he is more 7-8 years old)  Gretchen bought the shoes for him.

We park and walk down the street.  We stop in a couple of stores.  One has a tent for sale for $450.  Kevin asks for it and I say we don’t have the money and need to buy him contact lenses.

He leaves the store and wanders around in this park.  Now he seems like he is 10-12 years old. I start to leave the tent store and see him walking around the park.  Dream ends

I have been having dreams related to eyes.  In a few dreams I am looking into a child’s eyes.  One baby girl, one 1 1/2-2 year old boy and last night’s dream, a 7-8 year old girl.  In this dream, Kevin needs glasses/contacts.  In another dream from the last two weeks, my camera is broken and I need a new one.  I think the theme is seeing/awareness and in the case of looking into other’s eyes, a connection with awareness.  I do want to have a lucid dream and do care about being as aware in waking life as I can be.  Maybe these dreams are growth in that direction.