(Friday, February 16, 2024) first quarter moon Taurus / tarot Hanged Man
I dream of sleeping in “my” house, which has communal elements, as usual. I am lying next to Chris in my silver king-size bed, and he is waiting to die. He is full of anger and frustration. I don’t know if his mood is connected to impatience about his slow transition or his years of pain. His deep physical and intellectual decline.
I can’t see Chris but I sense his presence. Perhaps I am asleep and lucid dreaming. I sit up in front of the arched headboard and look around. The interior of the house has multiple, open levels and a very high ceiling. Most of the walls are a dark-grey color. Irritating. But I notice that the doors, bookcases and cabinets are bright white (like the trim and doors I have been painting in “waking” life). That is soothing.
A few people are wandering about in “my” house. I get out of bed and walk down to meet a friend. As we are chit-chatting on the lowest floor level, near the entryway, I notice a two-door cabinet next to the cathedral-height ceiling. I also feel a strong vibration under my feet but point to the cupboard: “What is that?”
My friend and I both look up, watching a tall, handsome man fly down from the small, horizontal cabinet. He greets us with great cheer and energy, telling us he is an astrologer. He has brought pages and pages of astrological data from inside the cupboard. He is ready to share them with us. I perceive his brilliance: he has been an astrologer for many lifetimes, a gift of cosmic wisdom. This almost takes my breath away.
Day notes:
I have an appointment on April 6 to meet Cindy’s astrologer friend Deb, in person. I just read her recent email newsletter and I am beyond excited to meet her. My birthday present.
The bed, the marriage, is at the mid-level of the house. Astrology is at the highest level. The underfoot low-level vibration could be an earthquake.
Navalny died today. My heart is broken.
I think the dark grey has two meanings:
1. Anxiety/grief/depression
2. Old lead paint beneath the layers I am covering in my house painting projects.