I am with Paul and Kelsi. We are traveling to a state part,. When we get there is starts to pour rain. I am holding a small dog. I decide to put her back in the car with the cat. I say, “It is pouring too hard”. I can see these black clouds in the distance. Paul says the park closes at 4:00 and it is getting close to that now.
Next scene: Kelsi and I are with a group of friends of hers. Kelsi writes a note to Paul on this tablet and adds pictures. Then I try to write to Paul, but I cannot get Kelsi’s pictures off of the tablet. I am frustrated and overwhelmed and start to cry. Dad comes over and tries to give me some pizza. I get up and leave. I am very emotional.
Daynotes: I was thinking about writing an email to Kevin to apologize for my anger/emotions when we talked last. And to call when he is ready to talk. I asked if this is what I should do. I think the dream is saying not yet!
I worked this dream with my sister, Chris. This is what I wrote: Paul and Kelsi represent my calmness. Both of them in waking life are grounded and don’t get overwhelmed so easily. I want to protect my small dog-my masculine energy? It is not a big dog, so maybe, it is not at its full potential. I want to put it into the car with the cat (my soul). Maybe something about boundaries. Black clouds, pouring rain equals strong emotions, though I do see the light on the horizon so this could be a sign that the “storm” is ending soon. We can’t enjoy the park because of the rain and it is about to close. Parks are beautiful nature. Nature is soothing to me and a spiritual place. It closes at 4:00? Completion/the end of something? So maybe there is going to be a solution with Kevin and Antonia. Next scene-writing to Paul. Somehow, I cannot connect/communicate with him. Maybe he stands for Kevin. I can’t erase the pictures. Chris suggests the pictures are stuck in my mind of what happened with Kevin and Antonia- My father comes to soothe me. Pizza is food, hence nourishment, but not the healthiest nourishment. However, his intention is what is important.