11/23/23 Fires in a Playground and Denise’s Dad helps Me Find Land And Two Images

1. I am at an elementary school that is about to get over for the day. I wander around the playground. I go into a two room playhouse that is on the playground. I hang out there for awhile. In one of the rooms, there is a fireplace and it is set up for starting a fire-logs, etc. There is an adult woman in the playhouse that works at the school. I ask her when school is out. She says two minutes.

I go out of the playhouse. Older kids, maybe 6th graders, come out onto the playground. In this one area, there are three fire pits with logs, etc. ready to start a fire.The 6th graders light all three fires.I ask a girl who gets the fires ready for them. She looks at a sign nearby and says it’s so and so ranch (can’t remember). She is like a bored teenager. I move on. I see a classes of kids lined up in a few rows.

2. Denise’s dad is helping me find land. He sends me an email about some land. I see Denise and ask her how old her father is. She says he is 99 years old. She implies that he doesn’t really know what he is doing.

3. Two images: A round, gold watch like one you would have on a chain-like in the old days. It looks new. I get it when I finish? Then I see a round pink watch just like the gold one. I don’t know where I am. I think I am outside and I see the watches on the ground.

Daynotes: Not sleeping well all night because of Kevin cutting us off. I get up at night and journal, do a meditation and/or read. I wake up in the middle of the night and have mental OCD. I also have many emotions from anger to grief. I am going to go to an Alanon meeting on Sunday night. I need support.