There is a table of people with Becky, Frankie (nephew) and his friend sitting at it with several others. We are in a foreign country. When one wants to mail a letter, one has to stand up at the table and hold the letter up high. A woman helps me do this. A young man comes by and takes my letter.
Becky goes to the bathroom. I do too. I say hello to her when she leaves the bathroom as I am going in. When I come out she is gone. I talk to my Dad about this. I say she is doing this because I disagreed with her. I feel very sad.
I wonder if you are in a foreign country because your experience with your sister Becky is similar to Antonia’s behavior. Maybe Frankie represents your grandsons? Handwritten letters held up high remind me of your text and phone conversations with Kevin. An effort to elevate the discussion. We all know what bathroom dreams are about!