9/19/26 A Level Place to Sleep

I am at a concert with my sister Molly and I think my sister Sheila. It is dark and the space feels old. Sheila is seated on my right and Molly on my left. Molly gets up and goes somewhere. I see a yellow lab come and get a large, silver fish out of the garbage. (it looks like it was just caught). The lab brings the fish, goes under and between Molly and my seats and eats it. Its owner then comes and gets him. Molly comes back and sees that it is very wet under and between our seats. I get a rag and wipe it up. (just water, no guts, skin, etc!)

A man comes and shows us to our rooms. It feels/looks like the Renaissance time. The rooms are made out of old, dark wood and are somewhat primitive. He first shows Molly and then Sheila their rooms. I notice that both of their rooms have uneven floors. The floor is where we sleep. The man shows me my room. It has a flat floor. He asks me if this is ok. I say yes. I feel happy about this.

I worked this dream with the Dreamsters. This is what I wrote: If this were my dream, I am in the dark unconscious part of my psyche. I am with Molly and Sheila. I sit in the middle between them. Do I share parts of Molly and parts of Sheila? Molly has “good” anger and humor. Sheila is very generous and can have good anger. I would want them on my side. Molly goes and that’s when the yellow lab takes a large, silver fish from the garbage and comes under/between Molly’s and my chair. Does this mean my anger and humor leave?

A yellow lab is a gentile dog and a companion, is in the moment and is loving. He takes the “spiritual” out of the waste and integrates it. (silver fish) The silver color says that I am integrating my male and female energies which helps to balance me. There are no scraps left after the lab eats the fish, just water on the floor. Emotions that have to be cleaned up?

Molly, Sheila and I are brought to our rooms where we will sleep. Molly and Sheila have floors that are not smooth-hard to get/feel grounded. I am shown a room where I lay down on my stomach on a smooth floor and feel grounded. I am happy.

This dream feels like a healing. I am comfortable in waking life with what is. Day Notes: I was disappointed, hurt and angry with Laura canceling out ger together to have a workshop and concert with Carrie Newcomer. I “worked” at letting this go.

Peter: The lab and the silver fish represent retrieving my instinctual nature/deeper Self. It can be messy but I clean it up. Jung saying there is buried treasure in the field. (unconscious/Self/Soul)

Nevuah: What am I fishing for and what is my desire? A couple of Titles: What Stage am I in? Experimentation in the lab of lfe.

Jeanne: Concert with an old shadow. My left and right brain need to integrate. And I need to continue to integrate my masculine and feminine energies. The water under the chair-amniotic fluid-birthing something new. Kind man opens to rough parts of myself. But with the right tools, I can make it comfortable.