I am at a hotel. It reminds me of the hotel I stayed at for the dream conference at Virginia Beach. I am in the hallway and I am nude. I feel exposed, self-conscious. I feel good in my body (healthy, in shape) otherwise. I decide to go to the pool and get a towel to wrap around myself. I have bags of things (3?), but no purse. I have them on the floor some place. I feel nervous about not knowing where my purse is. I need my card to get into the pool area which is in my purse.
I go back to the room. Paul and my cousin, Jill, are there. Paul gives me some paper towels (sheets of them) to use, to put in front of my private parts while I go to the pool. I get his card also to get in and to get a towel. Jill takes the sheets and I take them from her. I then feel compassionate towards her and give her a couple. The dream ends when I am to go.
Day Notes: Paul and I are up at the RV having a relaxing time. We talked to the builder and have decided to wait to start building until the spring. We got the proposal signed and gave the bank a copy. Got the plan ok’d by the land person. Went smoothly!
My take on this dream has to do with the fear of moving up here and starting over. I know that when I am in a new place, situation, I feel vulnerable. (exposed). I have let go of my old identity (purse) and need to learn who I am anew. My male part is helpful, but cannot really keep me from my emotions of feeling exposed. (naked). Need to feel the emotions? (going to the pool). Jill is my anxiety. She needs some compassion.