(Monday, March 9, 2020) Full Worm Moon in Virgo / tarot Star
I have an extremely lucid episode of sleep paralysis early this morning. I lie on my right side, facing the north bedroom window. My left arm rests along my ribs and hip. I feel tiny, soft baby fingers curl around my pinky, caressing me in a gentle, loving, joyful way.
I want to free my dream body so I can roll over and view the rest of the room. I am so lucid I realize I do not wish to wake up Chris with the high-pitched scream I made in my sleep paralysis of a few weeks ago. Instead I do my Mongolian overtone chanting, quietly, and it works. My body moves, but my focus is on my busy mental process. I feel asleep and awake at the same time.
When I truly wake up a few hours later, the memory of Wyn’s beautiful fingers makes me blissfully happy the entire day. A big dream.
