(Wednesday, March 10, 2021) waning crescent moon in Aquarius / tarot three of swords
Early this morning I awake from a vivid dream with many scenes. It starts in a rental space in a seaside tourist city. Cullan and I have a generous home together, perhaps in a hotel or apartment building. All of the buildings in the city are connected, as they were in ancient civilizations.
People and ships are very active in the harbor. I can view them from my windows but I am concentrated on cleaning and organizing. Cullan comes and goes as he pleases. Each time he returns, our home has shifted to a to a new size and floor plan, in a new era in time.
I continue working on repairing our home, often an overwhelming task. Sometimes Cullan is gone for a long time. There is one moment when I pick up a printed map from a tabletop and am astonished by the beautiful imagery. Giant statues of holy saints are spread throughout the city. It seems to be Rome. I then have a dream vision of being deep in the ocean, in a large stone mausoleum that twists and sinks. But it is a dream within a dream, and the drowning, trapped human may not even be my current self. I am able to control the danger, evicting myself from the dream within the dream.
Finally at the end of the dream I have made major progress in caring for our home. I feel gratitude, peace. I want Cullan to be healed. That is my deepest wish in life.