- I am scuba diving at an old shop wreck. A man is also scuba diving. He has a new wife. I am curious and ask the questions like where did you meet, etc.?
- There is a young guy on a motorcycle and a young woman who keep meeting on a street. He has made this wooden doll/character. It is made our of wood. It is yellow and has parts that move. Later, the doll turns into hippie like pants like Margie’s with the same pink, flower pattern as hers. I start to try them on. The young motorcycle guy is there and says I am putting them on backwards.
Day Notes: The most difficult day emotionally. I wasn’t very nice to Paul. I did a grief meditation and felt better. I was feeling a bit guilty about letting Kevin have it and worried it made him feel justified to cut us off. On the other hand, I felt it has been a long 15 years and I have to forgive myself for not being calm and collected.