This dream is very vague. I am removing one thing that is “toxic” and keeping one that is not. The one that is not toxic is a turquoise blue. The one that is toxic is red and black.
Feeling: happy, satisfied.
My thought is I am ridding myself of this grief over Kevin as well as old, negative self- esteem.

I think of turquoise being between the heart and throat chakras. With the time you spend in the southwest, it must have deep meaning for you.