I wrote a letter to Kevin and just wrote everything I was thinking. I then incubated “What would be the Outcome of sending the letter I wrote to Kevin?”
Freya and I are shopping along these two blocks. We look in a shoe store with lots of shoes lined up on the floor. We leave and later go back to find the shoe store. We walk around this one block and meet two brothers who are jobless and have no money. They are to pick up their grandfather from someplace and don’t know how they will do this. I just listen to them. Then Freya and I go back and go into the shoe store. Now there are no shoes there. At one point I am carrying Freya. The feeling is sad.
The dreams from the night before seemed positive to me. This dream did not. I pulled a Tarot card in the morning. It was the Hierophant reversed. It had to do with rigidity. It also suggested asking for help. I talked with Jeanne and she helped me write the letter to Kevin. I need to not be “needy” and kill him with kindness. Also to honor him being the one “in charge” and not be making suggestions. This is difficult for me. But it worked. The day after I sent the email, Kevin wrote back and asked if Paul and I want to visit them!! I was shocked! We said yes and Kevin is going to get back to us to say what time would work for them.