Category: Bonnie

1. In the middle of the night I had the dream where Paul dies but do not remember any details.
   
   
2. I am new in town. I want to impress/get in with this group of people who are intelligent. One woman stands out. She has written a poem and sends it to the group to be published. I go to where the group is meeting. There are about eight people in the group. I stand at the door and listen in. A member of the group notices me and asks me to leave.

The woman poet is emotional about something and I hold space for her.

I am now at an elementary school. A little girl who is dressed up in a costume falls down outside in this wet sand and gets her face covered with it. School has just been let out and all the kids are on the way to their buses. I go inside a house where the man and the woman live. I ask for a cloth to wipe the girl’s face. I tell the woman what happened. With a purple marker, she writes Get Well. (I also had started to write Get Well). The paper had an impression of the mansion the man and woman live in.

I go outside, find the bus the girl is on and wipe her face, soothing her. I then ask the woman bus driver to let me off. Later, I am on a bus with a couple who know about me. They are rude, especially the guy who is a middle-aged, overweight person.

I am carrying a baby boy about nine months old in a carrying chair with handles. He is asleep at first. I bring him down to a lower level. It is dark. He wakes up and starts to fuss. I comfort him and he relaxes and starts to smile.

A bomb is set to go off. It is actually two sets of small bombs that are buried under the ground. One set is black and the other is white. There is a young woman and a group of young people. They are to go down this slide connected to each other with their legs and arms wrapped around the person in front of them. About 12 to 15 people. This takes place in the cities.

I know about these bombs a few days before they are to go off. At about 12 minutes before they are to go off, I call the authorities (I am not sure why I wait so long before calling).

Now I am the young woman and it is after the explosion. I have skin grafts under my chin. I am with my boyfriend. He finds a private place behind these green hedges to look at my dressings. However, there are no dressings and the skin looks o.k.

In the next scene, I am now the original dream ego. I go to school. Charlotte S. is the principal. She was the vice principal shortly beforehand. She asks me to come into her office. I know I am getting into trouble for not calling about the bombs sooner.

In the dream I have a sense that explosion was not as bad as I expected.