Category: Bonnie

I am shopping with my sister, Chris, and my cousin, Gail at a crowded store. We then go to my cousin, Johnny’s, house. I have these four metal disks. I put them on the floor and then sit down. I push down on the disks with my feet.

Next scene: I take my little girl to the movies. First we have to walk a long way around the building. Then we wait in a long line. While we are in line, teenage girls come and get the kids for a game before the movie. Then they bring them back. We are about to go into the movie theatre when I wake up.

I am accepting of the crowds of people. I stay patient, but I do not enjoy the crowds.

I am writing all my dreams here in Dreamsters Union even though I don’t necessarily feel some are very significant. No judgment!!

1. I get into the water from a tall pier and swim with dolphins around the end of the pier. Beforehand, I was laying down, “spooning” with a young man. I am also young-in my 20’s. We may have made love as well. I love swimming with the dolphins.

2. Paul takes my desk and a stand out of my bedroom and puts in another desk.

3. I am to take care of a young guy’s dog. I need to straighten out my room to show it to the young man.

I am in a small group of people. There are three, twosomes that are to marry. I pick a card that says who I am to marry. I am to marry a woman who has a six month old baby.

We have just so long to start preparations. We are in a building and the workers here have the afternoon off and will lock up at 1:00. My partner and I write a guest list. We then go outside to the parking lot which is empty. A Rabbi comes out and gets on a skateboard with a sail and sails back and forth on the parking lot.

My partner, the Rabbi and I then go back inside the building. I ask the Rabbi to marry the woman and I. He says yes. I ask him for his card. He writes his name and phone number on a piece of paper and rips it off from the main piece. He gives it to me. He makes a joke about being rural. I say I am rural also!

The workers are about to close up. I say to my partner, “We got a lot done!” Her sleeping baby is just waking up. He has been sleeping in a medium pink basket.

Scene: Chris has been cleaning out her clothes closet. She has piles of clotes on her bed. I don’t see Chris.

If this were my dream, I am getting more connected with my feminine side. (marrying a woman). My feminine side and I are starting preparations-we write a guest list. Maybe this relates to who I want to be around/spend time with, etc. Maybe, I am being more selective of who i want to hang with. A Rabbi on a sailboard going back and forth on a parking lot? a Rabbi is a holy person of the Jewish religion. I think of the Jewish religion as being concerned with love and peace in the world. He is basically playing and having a good time. Child-like. I ask him to marry the woman and I and he says yes. He is not formal (no card) and is rural like I am. Rural is living in the country a more laid back place.

I am feeling good about accomplishing what I have so far in life. The sixth month old boy is waking up. My young masculine is waking up (out in the world, action principal). It is young, but, not longer sleeping.

Chris is cleaning out her closet. To me, clothes represent persona. Maybe my spiritual/sensitive self is letting go of what others think and how I need to present myself.

Chris’ ideas: A bringing together of parts of myself: masculine/feminine, baby/middle aged and crone. Also, feeing more compassion for my younger selves. The Rabbi is from a mystical religion. Being married by an ancient. I am marrying all the parts of myself. I am now in harmony with myself-not fighting against myself-no self judgment.