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6/2013?  The Three Bears

I am some place out in the country. I think it is winter. I am outside and then go into the house. I am with someone else. (I am with Kelsi later in the dream, but I don’t remember who I am with now-could be Kelsi). I look outside and see three bears. Two are black bears and one is a grizzly. I know he is a grizzly because he is brown and stands on his hind legs. They wake up at a certain time every day-afternoon.

Next day I walk through their territory and a crocodile? tiger? (a combination or just one of them) comes up to me. I am with a small animal who is curious about the tiger. (now seems more like a tiger). When it comes up to us, I tell it to go. It goes away, but the small animal follows it. It is curious.

Next scene. It is like I am in Shady Oak, but it’s also the house near the bears. I am with Kelsi. I think I should lock the doors and go downstairs. ( I am on the second floor) I hear a voice talking with Kelsi. I get scared, go up and look out the window. I see a red truck. No markings on it. The man had said he was some official. I call 911 and ask about him. They say there is no such official. Another man comes and gets the man (to protect Kelsi) I am relieved.

I was to meet my sibs for our second meeting on what to do next re Shady Oak that night. A little nervous about it, but not at all like I was the first meeting.

I was not so scared seeing the bears, mostly because I was inside. I was scared hearing the man talking to Kelsi. I did just see a scary movie the might before called Stoker.

Bears are very protective of their young. I also feel this way toward Kelsi.

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9/29/13 Exposed

I am at a hotel.  It reminds me of the hotel I stayed at for the dream conference at Virginia Beach.  I am in the hallway and I am nude.  I feel exposed, self-conscious.  I feel good in my body (healthy, in shape) otherwise. I decide to go to the pool and get a towel to wrap around myself.  I have bags of things (3?), but no purse. I have them on the floor some place. I feel nervous about not knowing where my purse is. I need my card to get into the pool area which is in my purse.

I go back to the room.  Paul and my cousin, Jill, are there.  Paul gives me some paper towels (sheets of them) to use, to put in front of my private parts while I go to the pool.  I get his card also to get in and to get a towel.  Jill takes the sheets and I take them from her.  I then feel compassionate towards her and give her a couple.  The dream ends when I am to go.

Day Notes:  Paul and I are up at the RV having a relaxing time.  We talked to the builder and have decided to wait to start building until the spring.  We got the proposal signed and gave the bank a copy.  Got the plan ok’d by the land person.  Went smoothly!

My take on this dream has to do with the fear of moving up here and starting over.  I know that when I am in a new place, situation, I feel vulnerable.  (exposed).  I have let go of my old identity (purse) and need to learn who I am anew. My male part is helpful, but cannot really keep me from my emotions of feeling exposed. (naked).  Need to feel the emotions?  (going to the pool).  Jill is my anxiety.  She needs some compassion.

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8/16/2013 Burying a Man and a Woman Wrapped in Shrouds After I Killed Them

This is my second dream with “shrouds”.  The first one at the beginning of August (see post) I have killed and man and a woman, wrapped them in shrouds and am burying them.  This time I am waking them up.  Their faces are not covered in this dream. Somehow it feels like I am making progress!

I had killed a man some how.  A very nice man.  There was no maliciousness to it.  I don’t remember how. I bury him.  Later, I kill a young woman.  I bury her close to where I buried the man.  I then can see, like there is no dirt on top of him, the man buried 6-8 feet deep.  He is now like just bones wrapped in a cloth (light green shroud), like a mummy.  The material is in good shape.  I am burying the woman very close (closer than I thought which worries me).  She is also wrapped in a shroud, but it is light blue.  I am burying her shallower as well as perpendicular to the man.  Again, no memory of the murder and no negative feelings.