Category: Bonnie

I am at a large house. It isn’t mine. There is a baby girl there. She is very sweet and doesn’t fuss at all! I realize she needs to have her diapers changed and needs glasses. I change her and put these small, pink glasses on her. We are in a bedroom. We sleep together. There is a scene where I hold her and we look into each other’s eyes. I see unconditional love in her eyes. (no glasses on). I have to remind myself to remember to put her glasses on. I forgot one time. Gail Kennedy (my cousin in waking life) comes into town. She comes into the bedroom. She has on a navy dress and looks very attractive. At first I don’t recognize her. Then say, “Gail!” Gail is anxious. She looks for a place to do her work. She has brought it with her. I tell her I hope she can retire soon and not have to work like she does. I walk out of the bedroom. There is an office across the hall. The first half of the office is messy, but the lower level is pretty neat. She goes to sit there. I then remember the baby and go back to her.

Day Notes, Tired lately, but going through usual routine. Back home from Texas about 3 weeks.

1.  Paul and I are at Shady Oak.  He is outside working on some project.  I am inside. There is a pond, small lake int he front of the house (in waking life there is a pond in the back of the house).  I have swam, gotten wet, earlier in it.  Now I wear a white shirt and nothing else.  I am going out again.  It is dusk.  I am a little nervous but when I got wet earlier the water was okay, warm enough.  I am also excited about swimming at dusk-more mystical.

2.  I am next door to Shady Oak.  It is winter.  I walk through the yard.   A small dog accompanies me.  Then there is a boy around 7-8 years old who lives there.  He shows me a sign he made and puts it up in the yard.  I can’t remember what it said.  I see a trail through the snow on the point of land next to their yard.  I now there is a house there, but wonder if I can walk on it and go around the pond.

I then go inside the house in the basement.  It is a restaurant.  I go to the back.  There are 4-5 tables with people at them. I go into this small back room.  The two, young (20’s) waitresses are there.  They are gossiping about someone.  They ignor me. I leave and go back to Shady Oak.  Then this woman comes from next door.  A helper of sorts and gives me a wrapped present.  I open it.  It’s loose leaf tea and a cup.  I am thrilled.  (there are other people at Shady Oak, but I do not know who)

3.  Just Remember dark pink jewels, golf clubs/buying new ones.  Mom in there some place.

Paul and I find a baby boy in the basement of our new home.  He is under the work bench in the storage room.  I pull him out.  He has a black “tail” that looks like feathers coming from his body.  He is about 5-6 months old.  This tail is also an umbilical cord that was never cut.I pull it out.The part that is in the body looks like an umbilical cord.  I seem to pull it out of the anus. When I bring the boy up the stairs I tell Kelsi to grab Mittens (cat) so she doesn’t hurt the baby.

Paul and I bring him to some relative’s house.  Paul gives him some bread.  We call social services.  When I first saw the baby, I thought it was a baby, white lamb. Initially, Paul and I were two foreigners coming to blow up a town.