Category: Bonnie

I am with two others?  We are at this beach, an ocean beach.  There is a colt near us.  It has brown hair.  Nicole, my niece, is standing next to it on the sand.  She is in her 20’s-in waking life she is 34).  Myself and one other person are on the hood of a truck or a car.  We see the mother horse come running towards us in the distance.  I tell Nicole about this so she can get to safety.  The mother horse is very protective.  Nikki runs and jumps into the ocean.  (I then see her from a higher perspective.) Myself and the other young woman (we are all in our 20’s) get as far back on the hood as we can.

Feeling: excited/scared

D.N. In the cities over Thanksgiving. Had breakfast with Becky-went smoothly and visited my 91 year old aunt who looks like she is not long for this world. Young man was soon to come and take my cat, Mittens.

Some ceremony.  I think it is for someone else.  Maybe Chris or Kelsi.  I go into the room.  It is like I am going to see what it is like first or get there so the woman doesn’t have to wait. For some reason  I don’t feel this is for me.

She is a holy woman.  She sits in front of this pool of water.  It is circular, man made.  It is as deep as her knees to waist high.  She says words and does a ceremony.  I am across and to my left from her.  At the end this spirit/essence arises and come to me.  This is unexpected.  It goes into me.  I am amazed.  (I am a reluctant recipient!)

I am one of three brothers.  We own land out west, but by the ocean.  One of the brothers is depressed.  We are all out riding our horses on the land.  I see, feel, the depression of the brother.

I get off my horse on the top of a hill and sit looking over the ocean with my horse.  I am worried about the depressed brother.  I get up and lead my horse and see a smoldering fire.  I know the depressed brother has made it.

I then notice other fires.  They start to grow.  I realize he has made a ring of fires around me and my horse. I say, “Kevin, don’t do this!” (he is now Kevin). I think about how to save myself and my horse.  Should I climb down the hill to the water (it is very steep).  I then imagine Kevin coming to rescue me, etc.

Feeling: very afraid

D.N.  Worked hard on painting shakes with Paul. Tried to go out to dinner first at Horseshoe bay (no cook) and then at Charlies (very long wait).  Ended up coming home.  Feeling bad about eating sweets again. Feel like my stomach is too big.