5/28/13 Changes at Shady Oak

Kevin and his friends are living at my other house-Shady Oak.  I drive over there with a man who is to teach me something (can’t remember).

I get there and there is a couple of large throw ups or wet BM’s in front of the stairs going downstairs (hallway). I am very upset and talk to Kevin.  He and a girl start cleaning it up (someone put a piece of carpet over one large spot).  I say:  “Get off all you can.  Then spray this carpet cleaner and blot.”

They have also rearranged furniture in the living room, putting chairs in front of the fireplace.  Kelsi and Zeus (dog) are at this house.  When I drive over to Shady Oak with this teacher.  My car goes dead when I am going down a hill. I start it again, back up, go down a dip in the side of the road.  But do get out. I am a nervous wreck!

DN’s:  Back from RV Memorial Weekend.  Zeus was in the kennel. He destroyed the bedspread and started to destroy the dog bed.  Somehow he got the rug into the kennel and chewed on that.  I took him for a walk and then Paul had him outside for a half hour.  Sammi (our dog) is very uncomfortable with Zeus and Mittens has to stay up in our bedroom.  We got an e-mail from Kevin asking for money to help pay Antonia and his way to Croatia to visit sick grandfather and see her mom and siblings who will come to Croatia as well.

Dream interpretation: I am being taught how to deal with stuff (shit) and change (chairs in living room).  It will be ok (got my car out of “dip” in the side of the road. I think the dream has to do with both Kelsi and Zeus moving in and helping Kevin with money.  It is interesting that the throw up or shit is in front of the stairs going downstairs.  That someone tried covering it up.  I want it cleaned up, however.  So, maybe there is some cleaning up of karma between my son and I.

5/19/13 Addictive Behavior – Shady Oak 

Something about writing on a calendar (write 15 minutes a day) Some practice. The scene changes. I go out with a group of people, guys and girls. We go drinking. We are all drunk. We go back to Shady oak. We pass a cop car. I am worried we will get caught and at the same time know we will. We all go inside. It’s been about 15 minutes. no cop. I look outside and see the driver’s car being picked up by a tow truck. It is not on the driveway, but on the left side of the house. The cop is there and he has arrested the driver who is Native American (he is outside) I presume the cop will come to the door. We will probably not get into too much trouble because we weren’t driving. I feel sorry for the driver.

5/4/13 Seeds Down the Drain at Shady Oak

The setting is down the basement at Shady Oak. Jan McQuiston (Paraprofessional from school I worked at) is doing a group with my daughter Kelsi and other young people (10-12 yrs old). They sit in a circle. It is based on an adult group I have lead.

I am upstairs and I hear Kelsi cry. I run down there and Jan is there. She pooh poohs it and says of course there is crying! I see kids with these seeds like popcorn, etc. (separate piles). Some of them are putting them down a drain. They are all sitting on the floor. I worry they will need them after. I then become a boy with a white top on and carefully put one seed down the drain at a time.

I then become me again and go upstairs. There are a couple of men and a woman walking around. They are looking for my parents. They say they are from the same church. One recognizes me from when I was a child and says, “I have never worked in this town so he didn’t know it was me at first.” I say something about the group in the basement. That it might freak people out. It could look like “witchcraft” to them.

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