1/7/23 Emotional

I am with Paul and Kelsi. We are traveling to a state part,. When we get there is starts to pour rain. I am holding a small dog. I decide to put her back in the car with the cat. I say, “It is pouring too hard”. I can see these black clouds in the distance. Paul says the park closes at 4:00 and it is getting close to that now.

Next scene: Kelsi and I are with a group of friends of hers. Kelsi writes a note to Paul on this tablet and adds pictures. Then I try to write to Paul, but I cannot get Kelsi’s pictures off of the tablet. I am frustrated and overwhelmed and start to cry. Dad comes over and tries to give me some pizza. I get up and leave. I am very emotional.

Daynotes: I was thinking about writing an email to Kevin to apologize for my anger/emotions when we talked last. And to call when he is ready to talk. I asked if this is what I should do. I think the dream is saying not yet!

1/6/23 Emancipated Fawn

I see an emancipated fawn in our garden on the side of the house. It feels like our house in Maple Grove. Our dog, Sammi, is around. The fawn is drinking dirty water from a puddle from either the rain or when I watered the plants. I feel so sorry for it.

1/4/24 Four Dreams:

  1. There is a Japanese transgender performer. I see him/her after the show with his/her wife and baby.
  2. There are three of us holding babies. We are getting tired.
  3. I am with my sister, Sheila. We are eating small cinnamon rolls. We are talking about our nephew, Patrick. Sheila tells me that he cried when she was driving him and other cousins home. That morning she had gotten up early with Dad.
  4. The dream starts with Paul and I holding two babies; one is a little older. They don’t cry even though they have not been fed in awhile. We are at a card making place. A woman touched a part of the machinery and messed it up. The store is where a person gets down on the floor with something attached to his/her forehead. (about the size of a forehead light) They are in front of a camera. The camera takes a picture and cards are made from the picture. They are lovely cards.

I go into a room to get something. I see my sister, Molly, sitting on the floor outside of the room. In the room I see a long, medium green snake. At first, I don’t know if it is alive or real, but then I see its head move. It is a beautiful snake. I go and tell Molly about it.

Svitlana: Both a baby and a snake make me think of a new life, a renewal.

A thing a noticed about the two babies: Hercules strangled two snakes in his crib. A snake sent by Hera! Hercules had a twin brother named Iphicles, so that could be the two babies in the crib in my dream.

Christian: I go to a storage room, which perhaps symbolizes my unconscious, there I find a snake…”the snake, as a chthonic and a the same time a spiritual being, symbolizes the unconscious.” (Jung)

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