10/15/23 Shapeshifting

I am talking to my mother on the phone. She has a bad cough and keeps coughing. We are to meet for dinner and we talk about where to meet. She suggests a couple of fast food restaurants. I think about how far I can walk and what restaurant is there. One of them is too far to walk. I start to walk. It is about 4:00. I am in a place I have not been before. On my left is a steep embankment that gets steeper as I walk. On the right is water; I think a river.

I then see a huge water bird flying and then diving down into the water close to me. At first I think it is an eagle, but as it enters the water I realize it is not. When it surfaces it is a woman dressed in white with dark hair. She is around 50 years old. I say to her, “You were a bird!” She nods nonchalantly.

The high point is the bird/woman. I am amazed. It/she dives into the river close to where the embankment is becoming too steep to keep walking that way. The road is on top of the embankment and I am realizing I need to go back and then get to the road.

Incubation Question: “Dear Ancestors, Please help me have and remember a dream that shows me my biggest challenge.”

10/12/23 3 Snippets

  1. I am talking to a boy who is in Special Education. I tell him that tomorrow he will not be alone in class. I tell his teacher to work with him.

2. I am at a conference. There is a woman named Missy from Samoa who is in charge. She is giving a presentation to women from around the world. I then have a small group to lead. The last scene is me resting on the chest of a young man. I am young as well.

3. I am an observer. Susan Stember is performing a ritual. She stands on a piece of beautiful material. To her left is a statue of the Virgin Mary. She turns her head towards her. Susan sings in a beautiful voice praising the Virgin Mary. A holy man watches and is very impressed.

10/10/23 John Peppel, Wolf Dens and Madeline

John Peppel is trying to shot another woman and me. I run and find places to hide: in an alcove, etc. I run on a beach. (very scary)

Then everything is fine. The three of us are working on making designs on these small, beach balls. I have a pair of my new, cotton underware on. I am aware that my butt crack is showing. John pulls his boxers down a bit to show his crack!

Gina talks about her friend and what a character she is. She did the excavating to make a couple of wolf dens for two mothers and their puppies.

Last scene is a woman who reminds me of Madeline drives us to a bar/restaurant.

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