8/18/23 Ignore Him!

Paul and I are traveling. A bad guy tries to touch Paul when we stop. I say to Paul, “Ignore him.” Paul does. In the morning, we walk down a street. The bad guy starts to follow us in his car. I say, “Ignore him!”

Day notes: worked on Chris and the Lioness dream. Chris is very self-critical about saying the “wrong thing”. I second guess myself as well. Maybe this bad guy is my self critic.

8/16/23 Locked In

I am in a room with two others. We are locked in. I sleep on the mattress that is on the floor for a while. The guy who did something wrong doesn’t feel good. I suggest he lay down and I will get up. Earlier he takes a panel off of the wall. It looks like we can get out that way. However, he puts the panel back.

Day notes: Read to Rowan last night. Kevin looked very tired.

8/15/23 Two Dreams: Cancer and Teddy Bear, Theresa

#1. I am a child about 8-10 years old. I have cancer. I hold a brown teddy bear.

#2 I am on a beach. These military vehicles move onto it and disturb people. I sit with a couple of women. One of them reminds me of Teresa (young native American woman in my book club with Native American and Caucasian women). However, Teresa in the dream is caucasian and has long, blond hair. She is disappointed for some reason.

There is some “bad guy” who takes a woman’s car. Some of her kids are still in it. Her twelve year old boy is with her. They run along side the car yelling at the guy.

Now I am with Teresa and others. It is a gathering to talk about a guy who died at 38 years old. It is his birthday. He would have been 40 years old. A few of us read from these pamphlets. Some people are getting some of the man’s things like a new walker. It is emotional.

Day notes: Found out the Smiths are selling their house and property for $400,000. Wrote to their realtor about the mediation agreements. Shared my dream with the Dreamsters that had to do with confidence and creativity.

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