A group of us put a bomb in a machine outdoors. It goes off but does not destroy the part of the machine we intended. We go back inside this building and lock the door. The door can open and close on either side. The right side (from inside) locks ok. The left side doesn’t. A couple from the outside start to open the door and we have to re-lock it.
Feeling: a bit nervous, but really more excited.
(Sunday, December 8, 2024)
I shuffle my tarot deck every morning and pick a card. There are repetitions. Last year I often got the Empress and Strength. In the past month, including today, I have been pulling the King of Wands, which makes me curious. I am not very familiar with the symbolism around that image.
December 12: Today I got the King of Wands, and on December 10 also!
Chris and I are in a play. We are both domestics. In one of the scenes, Chris, another person and I all get tied up to these boards and then will get rescued. There isn’t a lot of time to practice before the play opens. I am nervous. A woman shows me where the boards are. I can’t find my phone to take a picture and I am disappointed. I practice wiping down a table with crumbs. People have recently eaten there. I will do this during the play as well. The woman showed me the broom and I practice sweeping the floor. Chris comes and I show Chris where to go on the set.
Day notes: On the 27th, I talked to a banker from Wells Fargo who have the AZ mortgage. Paul and I are putting the property into our living trust. She said I needed the addresses of our kids. I emailed Kevin and asked him for his address, not sure if he would respond. However, he did on Thanksgiving. He wrote his address, and signed off with I love you! I wrote back to thank him and said I love you too. On the 29th, it was his 40th birthday. I wrote Happy Birthday to him. No reply so far. A little ray of hope….
