Retreat

(Thursday, September 30, 2021) waning crescent Cancer / tarot Strength

I walk to a retreat in nature. There are multiple buildings, all packed with participants. I might be a teacher, or just an observer, because I am not signed up for any classes or events.

I meet with a tall male partner in one of the main buildings. We embrace, but I am confused about whether we should kiss on the lips in an intimate way. There seems to be some privacy about our true relationship. He moves on to a meeting and I continue to wander through the retreat center, watching hundreds of people enjoying their social interactions.

I head outdoors and see my partner start to walk up a hill to a multi-story building he owns. He says it is “steel and stone.” He has some caution about the structure, perhaps the height of the land it sits on, but I feel it is strong and safe. I plan to return to his property, but first I move to the right, towards the bay of a large lake.

One of the retreat buildings hugs the edge of the bay. It is a single story, full of large windows that face the water. People are sitting near the clean, clear glass, enjoying their view of the calm lake. I warn them, though, that during the night a powerful and deadly wind will roar across the lake. Hurricane force. No one wants to listen, so I turn away and start to walk back to my partner.

Day notes:

I found out on Friday, October 1, that all of the people I work with that went to inspect the location for our upcoming photo shoot were exposed to COVID. I was supposed to join them but because Wyn was waiting to be tested for COVID, I said I would not go. The photoshoot will be at a high-rise at 5th and Marquette downtown. I have seen photos of the space and there is an expansive room full of wide glass windows. No one at the inspection wore masks, even though I plan to bring N95 masks to the shoot. The deadly wind in the dream could reference COVID, especially since no one bothered to wear masks.