I am at a retreat center for women and men. I have just arrived. A woman is going to make bread. I, for some reason, have all the ingredients except for yeast. There is a time limit to go and get it. (maybe the retreat will start soon?) There is a crowd of people at the entrance to the retreat. A thin woman gets on top of the shoulders of another woman and gets through the crowd. She gets to the store and buys the yeast.
Next scene: It is getting late. I go to the women’s bathroom. There are lots of stalls and sinks. A man comes out as I go in. This surprises me. I go in and someone says that Kevin is in the women’s bathroom. I don’t see him. He went out the back door. He wanted to be put on a membership card to buy discount groceries from this store. He was told no.
Feelings: calm. Curious about the man in the women’s bathroom and Kevin
In waking life, I have written a rough draft to Kevin asking to have contact with Rowan and Markus. Nervous about this.