12/21/25 Planting Three Plants

I am planting three plants in a rectangular box that is 6-8 inches deep. First I need three packs of dirt. I am planting with another woman. We are at a nursery. I tell a sales person that I am keeping track of how much dirt I am using, so he and I know how much to pay him.

Feeling: happy and confident

12/15/25 Evil Woman

I am a man. I am with my brother who is driving. We are on a very hilly, rural road. I coach my bother on when to pass other cars.

We stop at this sheep farm and wander around. We see sheep on a hll not far away. There are all these bits of floating, sheep wool in the air like snow.

We go into a side building (not the main home). It is like a small bedroom. We sense danger. The adult daughter comes to the door. We try to push our way past her. She cuts my brother’s finger and gets a drug into him. It is like a tranquilizer. She can control him now. The drug starts to wear off. Her mother is there now. She has more of the drug. The drug looks like small cards.

Somehow I get my brother and we drive away. We get out of the country and into a city where we are safe.

Day notes: I took an ibuprofen the last two nights in order to sleep. In waking life, I was feeling pressured to “get things done”.

12/14/25 Two Dreams: The Shaman and Sheila Asato’s Sheet

  1. I am with a man. We are to have our tarot cards read by a petite, old, native woman. The man and I sit across from the woman in a room. The man is to have his cards read first. I get up and make a 0 on her calendar. I ask her if I marked the correct day. She nods, yes. The woman has the man come to her side of the table. She takes off her top and gets her upper body on his lap. I notice she has very small breasts. She writhes around on his lap. In the dream I wonder if she is trying to pick up on his energy.

I worked this dream with my sister. I felt afterwards that the woman was doing a healing of “negative” male energy such as being in control, etc.

2. A woman is changing Sheila Asato’s bottom sheet on her bed. I am helping her. I am at the end of the bed. There is a cord that goes into a small hole in the sheet. I make sure the cord is not going to rip open the hole when the sheet gets taken off. It doesn’t. The sheet is white.

In this dream, I am wondering if I am “unplugging” any low self-esteem. The 0 could represent wholeness as well as no ego.

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